This is summer has been a terrible one consisting of family problem with a future containg death, college application, job seeking and inner tumoil. In a way I feel great pain and despair like anyone would to the point I curse this world and God. But most of all I curse myself for being so powerless and weak, a simple-minded kid residing in an adult world full of rules and politics. At this very moment of this very second I wish everything was gone and I was erased...

Summer is the season for fun and games
Brightly lit with the sun warmth
A day of rest and a moment of peace lives in day to day life
Summer a season of summer of fun of game will become a dark summer for one
A season of endless despair and pain in ones heart
Experiencing the joy of a brightly lit summer while dwelling in a dull jet black summer